Ponder the gifts you give yourself. Some are more obvious than others. All you have to do is trust your intuition, trust those inclinations the logical mind cannot explain. You determine your dreams, encounters and experiences and you also have power to change direction. Notice when things are flowing smoothly, you do not grow. Discomfort as well as impulses to do what seems new or out of character, are opportunities to gain insight into yourself.
The moment arises when you cannot "numb out" anymore. Life choices you outgrow or that do not resonate with your soul, prompt you to reflect and move in new directions. In essence you shake yourself up. This can take the form of nightmares, redundancy, relationship changes, geographic moves or visions of seeing yourself somewhere other than where you are. Whatever unfolds, change is imminent. How you respond is completely up to you.
Each human being invites him/herself to take new levels of resonsibility. Being responsible means responding to what is needed. This is the moment to wake up and change your reality. Empower yourself.