Create new pathways by generating new thoughts. You think yourself into life. You certify yourself as being whatever labels you adopt. There is no mystery to this. Simply take responsibility for defining success within the parameters that are you. Every moment, you reconnect to some part of the real you.
You can take any vehicle you choose to get to where you wish to go. What does it mean to be aware? To be spiritually-awake? People sometimes feel conflicted when they use technology. If it works for you, use it.
Tools and teachers are available to guide you during your journey. It all comes down to realizing nothing outside of self offers you the answers you require. Guides you trust help get you on track or, encourage you to shift focus if you feel temporarily lost or confused. Reach out to rediscover what feels right.
You are here by choice. This is a step in your own transformation. You are making choices that empower you to awaken and experience this physical life more fully. Consider varied tools available to you or suggest some more.