Whatever is happening, you can train the mind to know that reasons for satisfaction are infinite and accessible now. You are beginning to grasp that as you let go of thoughts, you also let go of dissatisfaction, feel lighter and find yourself opening to a more hopeful or optimisitic perspective where you are. You realize the perceptions that prevent you from relishing every moment exist only as you dwell on them and allow them to control you.
Even now, you are willing to give up clinging to inclinations to complain, to notice anything other than abundance, health, well-being and meaningful lessons from all you do. This is about creating momentum of energy in directions that expand you in deliberate ways.
Imagine the feeling of pushing against (or resisting) nothing. Imagine asking for what matters to you and experiencing that very thing. Feel the harmony, the validation and uplifting lightness of being that flows. Step back and realize that regardless of what the logical mind and physical senses tell you reality is at this moment, something beyond that echoes struggle and doubt are unfounded. Access your unwavering faith and trust. Talk about what you want. Feel the freedom you crave. Be the very thing you dream about. Know it is here, sense relief and gratitude. Invite it into being with love. Believe it exists and so it is.
"Whatever satisfies the soul is truth." -Walt Whitman