The conscious process grows more apparent as you choose to stop questioning why you have particular experiences. You are finally willing to realize and accept you engage in everything to help your true self. This kind of revelation does not come easily to anyone who prefers the discomfort of resistance.
What if you discern that your fears take shape and form in your life and that physical existence has always been this way? What if the most recent revelations that raise your self-awareness only seem to be of the most intense importance? What if everything and nothing is of equal relevance?
Deep down, the most upsetting discovery is making new sense of fragments that have always been and never left your side. You are your own smoking mirror and filled with a new and yet somehow familiar inner joy. You are intrigued, sense you move further into some kind of wonderful that you hesitate to exert effort to define. You simply accept it and recall the feeling of being. This revelation is the most stable thing you know.