Its not what you imagine
Human beings each come their own understanding of a given set of circumstances. This includes what they are, where they are, why they exist, how they came to be and a variety of other things. Whatever you think and feel has awareness or being but it is not always what you imagine it to be. Reflect on how you perceive the world and your place in it. How do you discern points of reference or not?
One perspective is that reality exists in objectivity. That is, everything you use to describe it is anything but the truth. The mind that projects the world you experience determines what each aspect means to you. What is real does not relyon memory and expectation, taste preferences, desire and fear or polarity. It is what it is. You remember as you connect the dots and align Cosmic Synchronicity.