Its common to desire to manifest and experience something different. What is this desire and your perception of circumstances really saying?
Manifestation is a simply pointer to how and what you interpret energetically. You are a combination of energy systems, seen and unseen. Much like more than one person can view a cloud in the sky and "see" something different, more than one person can interact with energy differently and perceive something different. Its based on degrees of expanded consciousness. Every encounter and event each human being perceives is a game of energetic alignment with what is already here.
In other words, if you think you can create something different, the ego is in charge and what you think about does not show up based on thought alone. What shows up is based on energetic alignment. You have to imagine and feel you are already doing something for it to materialize. This is a vibrational state of abundance, acceptance and love of all that you are and all you are allowing yourself to see in yourself.