Notice how you attribute responsibility to what appears to be happening, right here. Notice if you attribute events to God, the universe, Higher power, or something else. Is that so?
Imagine that wider awareness is revealing itself by part of self that is not yet fully clear. Imagine that you cease resisting the heart, spirit and choice of being the scriptwriter and architect of life. What happens as you begin to recognize not-knowing of something at any given moment is a choice of the wider you? Be aware of the page you are on. A page lasts only as long as you allow it to hold attention. The book of life is constantly unfolding. You are the camera, writer, director and single actor playing all roles. Every event is of your making.
Be aware. This book of energy is constanty flowing, changing this is not a matter of a higher being who is not here, creating. Some events that arise are judged and resisted. Other events are embraced and loved as they are. The ups and downs of a movie are part of what intrigues you, fascinates and inspires you. It is all you.
Like Harry Potter, you are the invisible magician, who is forever changing the story, creating every aspect of the illusion you call life. Although you script events, you do not script how you respond and feel. See the same movie or read the same book again, and experience it again, as if for the first time. Diverse experiences exist by choice.
Notice what occurs as you begin to flow with life without wishing to change anything. You grow detached from the plot and appreciate the wisdom of your scripting. Let go of the pain and never a dull moment. Every moment is a vital part of the unfolding. Trust yourself more. The higher power is you. Love life fully. Love yourself fully. Embody joy.