Its easy for people to allow external events to trigger emotional reactions within them and to allow something else to control them.   Perhaps this sounds like you. Perhaps you know what this feels like.  This moment, this dream, is about you.  The reason you exist is not to strengthen any beliefs.  The reason you appear here is not because you are looking to be convinced of anything.  You connect with theis stream of energy as part of a process, a shift in consciousness.  You recall you are in this world now, but not of it.