Everything is temporary. You can choose to make the most of where you are or not. You can choose to feel satisfied with the nature of your current experience and retain some meaningful lessons or forget it all. Nobody but you is responsible for what is happening, for what you are thinking and feeling. You can stop and rewind the tape or let is continue in another direction. Play it backward, sideways, even fast forward. What is it to be? What if revelations about what is temporary help you feel your way through what is unreal to sense the real?