At some point, surrender happens.  Look beyond words to align with your eternal being.  They all point toward the same thing.  Something shines through the personal dimension that causes identity to give way.  The degree to which you identify with form determines the level of form and transition you experience.  To go into the deep stillness, you realize who you are, which is formless consciousness. Regardless of your chosen field or endeavour in physical life, you continue to be that which you are beyond body and mind.