As you choose to reflect on what you think is happening and step outside of that to realize what is really happening, you have unlimited opportunities. You work through different layers of dreams.
What if you arrive at a point in your life when your values and priorities change? What if this triggers changes in perception, lifestyle choices, how you manage money and resources? Its a wake-up call.
What you are feeling now could relate to a kundalini breakthrough, stages of expanding faculties and senses, the opening of the third eye, spiritual awakening or your response to ongoing energy shifts.
You are invited to step back and experience what is happening more fully without fear or resistance. The level of conscious awareness within is drawing attention to certain things. Nothing external creates your experience. Only you give meaning to that. Love and accept what you feel.
Self-deception is not the same as not the same as self-disclosure. You figure out which is which.