You may not realize that everything you have come to associate with your life actually keeps you asleep. This isn’t the same kind of sleep as what you do at night. Although you awaken physically every morning, you remain unaware of what you really do and believe. What do you think it would take to awaken you from such an unconscious slumber?
When you are ready, you will experience an ego death. This requires that you lose a false sense of self, or everything you link with your current identity. This means that you must lose your sense of 'everything' to gain everything you do not yet se. It is during what you perceive to be very difficult times that you will discover what really matters.
A transformation of consciousness comes as you choose to adopt elements of an identity that becomes more real and profound. Life experience will teach you that you have more courage and resourcefulness than you realized. To become lost and confused is necessary to discern how to find your authentic self. You will definitely know it when you find it.
In some ways, you may be accomplished and organized. Yet, in other ways, you have a long way to go. It doesn’t matter if you don’t remember details of what you’ve done for the results are the focus at hand. Everything has led to this moment. You have been building strength for what you need to do. Open your senses wider to glimpse the truth.