You were attracted into your life for many different reasons.  You experience your own reality.  Only you can discern what this means to you.  This isn't simply a question of believing what makes sense to you right  now.  Its also a matter of learning to rise above your own tendency to judge, doubt and resist ideas that challenge your perceptions.

Each thought, word and deed leaves a trace in your character.  You also have hidden interests, memories and feelings you may not readily explain or put into words.  You may even fear discussing subjects that surface or fascinate you for fear of seeming weird.  People enter your life to assist you as well as to learn themselves at their own pace.

People will always find arguments that support their fears, restrictions and limited views of reality.  You can follow their lead or, follow a path that enables you to be true to yourself.  Much has been forgotten yet, much can also be remembered and explored.  As you sense your perception is expanding, you will better cope with your own inner reality.

To stop resisting why you're alive is to be willing to explore parts of your deeper identity. You may be unsure how to approach what is on your mind.  Its a process of considering new dimensions, ideas and possibilities.  You have to find ways to untie the knot to your  satisfaction.  You can choose to relate to your life with open-mindedness or anxiety. 

See where different kinds of reactions lead you.  You can leave things as they are or, search out other answers.  Imagine what awaits you beyond your current awareness...