Every human being is starving for something. In your own case, you are eager to know what this is. Part of you senses the soul is wanting. Why would this be? After all, you answer all your own questions to the best of your ability.
At a given moment, each person lives a different, personal story. You may not realize that you have no reason to be in the situation you perceive you are in. Perception does not have to build on blind faith. As it happens, you have faculties and abilities you are not using. What prevents you from doing so?
The sustenance you crave is found in ‘the light.’ This mysterious place is found within yourself. Your orientation grows as you reconnect with what evokes good feelings in your life. As you raise awareness of sources of good feelings, you realize this knowledge is always inside you. The nature of energy vibrations tells you certain experiences are meaningful to you. The energy flow revitalizes you.
Whenever doubt arises in your mind, you are hungry for something you have no need to explain. How to dissolve this is discomfort is straightforward. Your underlying motive counts. Where you desire to assist, empower and inspire, that shapes each action you perform, and resonates back in energy you do not see.