You may have heard the idea that human beings become what they think. If you feel angry and negative in any way, then you are inviting more of the same or, what you really do not want. Yet, if you are feeling good and consciously visualizing what you desire to experience, then this is going to happen. The 'how' is not for you to grasp.
In truth, you do not live for yourself. Your intentions have underlying motivations you do not yet see. What would you say if your deepest desire was to develop unwavering faith in those things you are not ready to understand? Have confidence in the mystery of your own evolution. The way will be made clear. Be grateful for love you express and share.
At any given moment, you do all you can. When you follow positive vibrations, you live in a constant state of joy. In order to discern positive vibrations, to know when you are in this frequency or not, you must choose to learn when you are experiencing something else. Everything leads you back to what you have always known about 'the way.'
Every period of your life reminds you that you are becoming more receptive to your inner spirit. Something wonderful is emerging. It will guide you, protect you and serve you, if you permit this. You are learning to distinguish between the dream you sleepwalk through and the dream you deliberately create. Supposing you never chose to awaken? Everything that unfolded in your sleeping reality would seem real. That is not how it is.