You may have heard about higher awareness, but remain unsure about how this would serve you. What if you discovered that you have the capacity to grasp useful inner connections, to recall faculties you had forgotten? Would it please you to learn that your ordinary observations are preparing you to strengthen supersensible observations?
Consider your body imagines things. The sentient soul converts them into sensations. You retain details in memory for future reference, when you are ready and willing to retrieve them. Why else would you retain knowledge if not to use it at some later stage when part of you recovers it? Give yourself up to perception. See what happens.
Before you can decide whether how you think and feel is in your interest, you must first evolve to define what this means. You discern what makes sense, what serves you and if so, how it effects everyone and everything around you. Each action you undertake leads to another action. The series helps to define your movement, but not who you are.