Many people are conditioned to strive for things they think will satisfy or fulfill them. They seek the fastest, most economical way to the goal or the best way to appease family, friends, or least painful way to conform to society. It is common to think you can control things and to discover you do not. Sound familliar?
What is truly fulfilling cannot be learned or taught. It is always accessible and seems to come from nowhere when you are ready to recognize it. You do not have to know from where or how it happens. Something remains in the hands of existence or beyond ego mind's control. There is another way of seeing.
Notice what is always happening. Something is taking care of itself. No need for cause or motivation. Belief in anything is a barrier to seeing. Any search is mind-oriented. Taste what is present all around you. It is not a means to an end. It is grace. The heartfelt path of true nature guides moment-to moment.