Human beings are often socially- conditioned to seek outside themselves for answers. They request guidance from religious leaders, counsellors, therapists, New Age Seers and other perceived experts, for insight they choose not to find within.
Now, every person you meet is helpful to you based on your beliefs and what you hope to learn. Every connection has meaning and purpose. When you choose to sense it, everyone and everything is a teacher who encourages you to draw the best out of yourself. Regardless of who you consult and your apparent conditions, you have internal work to do for yourself.
Its a milestone to reach a point where you are willing to acknowledge fear or face reasons for discomfort of any kind. Self-honesty and raising awareness do not come easily to everyone. Be gentle with the self. Write yourself a letter. This need not intimidate you with the requirement of a journal, but you can choose to do that too. Begin with these questions;
1) How do you describe happiness? Do you feel it now?
2) Which experiences enrich you, add meaning to your life?
3) What do you believe you deserve? How do you prevent it?
4) Why do you sense a crossroads? Which lessons beckon?
5) Which situation(s) are you ready to let go of forever?
6) How would the inner voice answer for your subconscious?